spoiled

So there are a few people in my life that are so spoiled. I'm not naming names that's for sure. Although I don't know They were raised this way and now that they're older they are set in their ways. I'll admit I love purses that are designer and prefer their signature prints just to show of that its Coach or whatever brand. Other than that I really don't care about labels.

So I have to give these people a gift for the baby shower. They are expecting gifts in the hundreds. one person I know may give them a gift valued at 600 dollars. Which I talked them out of I hope. I want to get a diaper bag but a fancy one. The Coach diaper bag is too much money. And just think.. you are putting poopy diapers in a bag that cost hundreds??? so what on earth am I going to give them??

I have never met some of these people but I'm very nervous to. I have to look my very best for sure! I'm obsessing over this. If I'm going to meet these people for the first time I wanna look thinner and prettier. I have a little over 1 month to do so. So we shall see. I know I know I should be satisfied with the way I look now but I'm not.

So I guess I will just try until the baby shower to lose weight and buy the perfect outfit!

If I was LOADED!

I am not one who fantasizes about winning the lottery. I think its too far fetched and the odds too high. My husband always talks about what he would do if he won the lottery. And he's pretty generous with his money. He'd buy friends and family houses. He'd give away money to friends and family. He'd buy luxery cars, watches and other designer items.
I don't bother thinking about that because I know it'll never happen. But here's what I'd do if I had millions.
first thing: Breast augmentation/ boob job. I wont hesitate to get one.
A house on the water in Miami or anywhere in Florida for that matter.
purses.. I love all designer purses and I would buy tons of them. Sorry that's my thing. purses. Not shoes, purses.
 the house has to have an inground pool and hot tub as well
Make up  I would by designer brand makeup as well.


as I write this I'm noticing that a lot of these things would be affordable if I had a good paying job. I need to just live with what Ive got. I can't get a job anytime soon. So I'll stick with what ive got now.


Having a ton of money would be nice but I don't sit around dreaming about it. That's pointless to me. I'll stick with what ive got.

Today's drink: cinnamon chai latte, cold

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