Showing posts with label defects. Show all posts
Showing posts with label defects. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

consistency

So I was taking some medicine last night and my husband said to me- so have you been taking that every day now? I said yes, yes I have. (it's Miralax). He said oh you won't be doing that forever. You lake consistency. First reaction- f-u. second reaction - damn he's right.
So he hit the nail on the head of exactly one of my defects. I start things that are so good/beneficial for me and then I don't stick by them.
Meaningful Beauty
Rosetta Stone
Gratitude Journals
reading in general
taking baths
art work
anything routine based
diet based routines
exercise

You name it. .I start it and never follow through with it. Caitlin had an inkling that my blog might help me accept hearing the truth and accepting it. I find the truth very hard to swallow. So when Ruben pointed out the fact that I am inconsistent it kinda hurt. He is very on point.

It's a wish of mine to remove this defect and follow through with goals I want to accomplish. It's never too late. And all those things I failed at that I listed above.. why not try again??